Feb 17, 2009


I am so lonely. I walk with two differnt groups from my ward, three times a week in the morning and three or four times a week at night and the ladies never talk to me, they talk around me, or through me and ignore me when I contribute to the conversation. I've joined every flipping group our Relief Society has and I go to every activity and I'm still so loney. Poor Christina is my only adult conversation besides my DH and I rely far to heavily on her. Really a person needs more than one friend. What if they suddenly die? (Sorry Stina) I've invited people over, I've called folks on the phone to chat, I think I'm giving up on my ward.
Perhaps I'm hormonal, perhaps I'm delusional, but really I think I'm just lonely...
I miss my old ward and I'm way to far away from my Mommy. 


melissa said...

Sorry you're feeling so lonely. I really have struggled with that from time to time, being so far from all my family and dear friends. We're just not close with Jake's family, who all live locally. And, after three years we are finally feeling at home in our ward. Guess you could say we just kind of keep to ourselves a lot. But, that is where I find so much joy in blogs and facebook and skype. They are just such great ways to keep in touch with loved ones who don't live nearby. Thank goodness for technology that makes the world so much smaller. Hope you are feeling better.

Katie said...

I'm sorry Becky, that is tough. I've been through that too. You can always call or e-mail me! Do you have yahoo chat? I hope things get better for you.