I don't know what is going on in my head that this kind of success is being met with apathy and resistance, but there it is.
Maybe because I've been thinner, maybe because I'm scared of gaining it all back again, maybe there's something deeper going on here. I don't know.
I got my wedding ring back on, and that was a huge deal for me. Now I don't have anything except numbers on a scale/measuring tape to work toward. I've been counceled against buying smaller clothing as a motivator, however tempting.
Free psychoanalysis is welcome. It's fairly obvious I'm a nut job.
I've decided to stick it out until we go to Disneyland at the end of the month, and then re-evaluate.
Thoughts?
2 comments:
I'm on the cusp of training with you and your trainer...I'll get your butt back in the game. We can make a game of it and you'll probably win since you know her style and have already lost weight...and I haven't so winning will make you feel good and keep you motivated. Nothing like a slacker friend to help you feel better about yourself, eh?
Stina-That's why I love you. Well, it's not why, but I do really appreciate you. We'll BOTH be successful if it kills us...
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